Never Pointless

It's Holy Week here and everybody, well not really everybody, is on a mega hot pre-Summer vaca. I'm not really one of these nudges--- these people who just last week accidentally broke their stiletto heels rushing for time, and deadlines, and loud bosses, and blah blah blah, coz hell I, on my part, haven't been to school, to the mall, or anywhere else yet but home ever since I got out from the hospital when I was supposed to be stressing out for papers and deadlines too. [LABO eh] So thess 3 weary weeks I'm consuming doesn't really count for a sweet vaca, does it? Hmmm.... Seven more months before I'm fully healed?! Ha-di-ha.

While I'm hearing the quarter half of the teen population whine about how dull their week's going or grope around for constructive and bleak things to do, I worry about what to worry first in my inexorable listing of arbitrary thoughts.

Last week, I felt like I was getting used to doing absolutely nothing dynamic and positive. And I thought I must must MUST not allow indolence manipulate the way I think and do things. I must stop all the idleness and start brainstorming about what to do to be productive regardless of me being undeniably ill.

First, I thought it would be nice to go back to my virtual world since the only thing I got for now is my ever faithful DSL internet connection. Then there it is, starting off with some blog updates to rekindle this old blog, video watching on YouTube [I'm so into it right now,], DeviantArt browsing to get crazy creative art ideas, some blog hopping to get updated with online buddies, posting in forums, web browsing, and a lot more. I also feel like going back to my Jpop-Kpop-Jdorama-Kdorama-Anime madness. Haha.

Second, aside from getting my virtual life back, I thought of turning this Designs and Layouts service I'm handling into serious business. I'm still thinking of a good business label that would fit what I do and who's doing it [that's me of course, dope], and I'm planning to take this one not only online but in the real world as well. Besides, designing and layouting is actually my hobby, I enjoy it, and I want to make money. I'm not expecting to earn big-time here. I just like to have extra moohlahs around. I'm also thinking of getting a job this Summer. But since it will still take 7 more months before I'm finally healed from the operation, I doubt it. It won't hurt to try though.

Third, I thought I must start paying attention to my setting off in college. I mean, I haven't really been taking this college stuff seriously and good heavens know I'm not really giving full attention to it. And now it has hit me, that hey me, in one week I'm gonna be officially graduating from highschool with my navy blue toga and after that, it's the start of my potential battle for college slot in UST. I'm sweating as I type that. Woo! I've got to report in UST by April 10, and I must must MUST be able to get there whatever, I MEAN, WHATEVER happens and get a pre-enrollment testimony. Otherwise, I'm gonna be doomed for life.

Anyway, Summer's around the corner and it's freaking HOT, man! And what better way to enjoy the Summer than beaches and chilly ice creams is by having lots of quality ME-time to get ready for the entirely new world I'll be going into this June.

P.S.
I really would appreciate if you UST people could give me some encouraging stuff, or tips, or anything! Just help me wake my UST-bound, college-bound mind.. please please PLEASE!

P.S.S.
Mr brother's so adorable isn't he? [see post below]

Mwah. Ü