Anyway, I'm done with my gifts list, and since it's not a very good idea to post it here, I think it would be better if I post my very own Christmas Wish list instead. Sole purpose of posting this is well, I just want to share it. And just in case you're feeling a teeny charitable and bighearted this year... *hint* *hint* ;p
In Random:
1. 2008 Planner; No pocket-sized planners please.
2. 2GB Micro-SD memory card for my phone [I know a place where you can buy this at 1,500php... HAHA]
3. A salon treatment [MEHN!]
4. Shopaholic and Baby book by Sophie Kinsella
5. Original CDs of any of the following artists: The Click Five, Jojo, Paramore, Howie Day, Josh Groban, Ashley Tisdale, Katharine McPhee, Rihanna, ETC.
6. A Christmas job, whatthe.
7. Out-of-town trip
8. BAGs [any color will do]
9. FlipFlops [35-36 / 5-6]
10. Cocktail rings
11. Graphic tees
12. Whole-day Movie marathon
13. Quality ME-time
14. Loads of Peace, Joy, and LOVE =))
Since I still have 2 weeks to go before the break, I might as well do anything to stop feeling sucked up and tamad. May exams pa ko, for crying out loud and it's not helping that I'm not taking academic stuffs seriously just because vacation's nearing. In fact, I must have the oomph to attend remaining schooldays since my allowance is given on a daily basis-- I sure could use that... =)
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HONESTLY...
Things aren't really smooth these days, but I can say that, somehow I am and I can be happy.
... Because I'm at the point where even if everything seems to be in an honest wreckage, something within me would tell me that I must not let the negative things going on around me impinge on me even if I'm quite a part of it. People may say bad stuff about me, people may pull me down, and I'll be like... do whatever you want, I don't care. I have a life. And life is good.
All I ever care about now are ... well, the positives going on in my life. And so far, I'm doing great,. If Hurt can get through me in just a snap before, now I can silently get through Hurt and pissed him off sadistically without being impure. Ha-di-ha.
And all these I learned from "someone". I'm so grateful that I met that someone, coz if not for that someone, I wouldn't be emotionally at ease, and genuinely happy today. That someone never fails to give me the strength, and inspiration I need to go on with my life. That someone taught me to go on and do things rather than lament not doing it-- coz not doing the things you could have done is the biggest regret you can ever have in your life. It takes a lot of courage and guts, I know, and I got it almost all from that someone.
If I don't seem to care about things I must care about, I'm sorry. I have my mind to blame. And I have my heart to go behind. Things will be always be fine, I know, as long as I have that someone alongside with my most loved people in the world-- God-family-and-friends, to support and love me.
Sigh....
I miss you...
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ON A LIGHTER NOTE,
