Ang Sagots
"Bakit hanggang ngayon hindi ka pa ulit nagkakaboyfriend?"
"err. Oo nga noh?"
I'm young. Why the hurry? I know. I had my heart broken once, no.. twice, err.. that jerk... okay, thrice! So maybe I got my heart hammered and severed several times, but no baby, that doesn't account for why I don't want to have "someone" right now.
It's true. There's nothing better than being a single life-pooping chocoholic monger. I mean, you've got
more freedom now minus all the worries. No last minute calls for sorry-baby-I'm-gonna-be-late or where-the-hell-are-you-baby-I'm-starving. No fussing over that seducing tunic dress swanked by that no-face dummy at Top Shop's window with some bothersome SALE! banners screaming right at your face,--yes you ditch it for that oh-so-precious gift for your anniversary. And God, no more latenight calls all the while missing your much-awaited CSI episode. Obviously, without someone to bother you with your life's
luho... is simply
A GIFT. Haha.
On a more serious note, I think another reason why I don't want to have a boyfriend right now is that
I have other priorities. For me, it
ain't the same as having no time for such since I can carve up time for absolutely anything. [Okay, so if you're planning to date me after reading that, right now my answer is a fat
NO! ] Priorities I tell you such as studies [NUMBER ONE of course], dreams [yeah, I still dream... ], family, friends, and
real life education.
When I had my last relationship, which was the most serious relationship I had [
thus far], I almost lost my most trusted friends. And I almost lost my family's trust. When that happened, it took me time before I realized that
it was my fault being so hooked with my now ex-guy that I no longer had time with my friends and that the words I was saying to him had upset my family especially my dad. I didn't know what slapped me that I realized I must dump him and try win my friends and my family's trust back. Fortunately,
when I got him out of my life, life got better.
The relationship I had with him was the sweetest and craziest I had, so far. And because of all the things I'd never thought I'd experience when we were still together, I realized loads of things. I realized that my life doesn't have to revolve around some jerk who will break my heart soon. I realized that I could live without him. I realized that guys can do just anything-- he can tame your heart, and he can aggravate it all at once. And I realized that being not with him is like discovering the world outside you. That out of his arms, you see the real world-- not just romance, dreams, and lies.
Some may disagree with me, I understand. But this is what I feel. I feel I don't need a lover to make me happy, and make me feel loved. Coz hey, the love I'm getting from my family and friends [and God, of course] is immeasurable.
It's sweet. It's humble. It's real. It cannot be compared to the vague love a lover may give you. And you know what's the best thing about not having someone?
You can be yourself. And you're three hundred percent sure you are accepted for who you are-- even if you snore so loud at night, even if you eat with catsup and Worcestershire sauce at the same, and yes, even if how intractable and selfish you are.
And you know what's one thing I want? That is to learn live life harmoniously amidst the shits this world can offer. I don't mean it the Sr.-Althea-Values-class way, I mean it the sweet stubborn Meggie way. While many girls out there fuss over being "single and alone" that some become extremely desperate that they do unimaginable things I detest enumerating, I beg to differ. My way is a solid God-family-friends-ONLY life. Take it from me. It's great. :)
Windixies...
I am single and... avai happily living life. :)
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News!!!
>> The over-all champions in the DS Sports Fest 07, which unfortunately I missed, were the Seniors batch 0708-- KAMI YUN! Woo hoo! I am so proud of you, guys! Even if I wasn't able to witness how great you fudgers were, I know you guys ought to have it.
>> Dominican School won as champions, of course, in the UP Subol Padunungan Competition. AMEN TO ALL THE PARTICIPANTS! [PS: OMG I'm so proud of you KATLEN! You're such a great BITCH! :P]
>> I bagged quite a few gold in the School's Press Conference [News writing, Feature Writing, Copy reading]. I was also held as the Best Newscaster in the radio broadcasting competition. OMFG, and these all means that I'm gonna go to the Division level, baby! See you bitch! =P
>> Sir Jeff told us something... hmmm.. and it's really really really interesting. Of course, it's for me to get excited about and for you to know...
Bad News:
I'll be posting something about our retreat in TAGAYTAY as soon as I find the card reader. :P Since it's taking me like forever finding the stupid reader, well........
