
I still can't believe I'm
not dreaming. I'm still full of joie de vivre up until now and I think it would take me weeks before I could finally get over this great sentiment.
Awww------keiii.. Let's go reminisce...
I was in the shower that Tuesday night, shaking off the day strains I accumulated from doing
my first grading grades (apparently, some teachers were kind enough to allow us to compute our own grades-- I'm still hoping for a little miracle on my Math grade--
geez!), from droning test reviews (.. Mrs. Rapacon was nice enough to grant me something for answering the petty trick question she threw in class last week, tsk.), and from bloated Catechism classes, when my phone rang. I asked Dessiree, my cousin, to reach the phone for me. I answered it and on the other line was the ever good-looking
Dad.
I could still remember how calm Dad's voice was while telling me that
baby Shane, the little man, was a he. I couldn't contain the joy I had that night. I wanted to jump, to cry, and scream to everyone's faces that I'm having a baby BROTHER!!! I began feeling thrilled each day to see the couple, see them as happier as ever and see them in their wedding garments most especially.

There wasn't a day that I didn't imagine how romantic the marriage ceremony would be--
like I was the most keyed up person for the upcoming wedding! I kept on thinking and thinking about it everywhere I go-- even in the middle of a loud crowd full of people cheering for their schools in the opening of the
Belen-Fernandez Cup (or was it the PRISAA? Damn I can't remember) which, by the way, happened last Thursday (?). Joy Garcia was Dominican School's muse, and I remember going wild with the DS crowd (we, Seniors, specifically) when it was the varsities' turn to do the walking-- and
Joy and Allen made us so kilig that they were just so uber bagay! Amp. =P
The DS girl-varsities got to play first for the Dominican School versus PUI that afternoon. Unfortunately, the game turned out to be a
total disaster for the Dominicans as the girls got whitewashed by two factors:
tension and frustration. However, for Dominicans' defense, I believe
it's an excuse, as it was just the first time DS girl-varsities ever played on such serious tournament and in that air-conditioned dome with loads of people watching over them. And I believe, in addition, that if we seniors/Dominicans were there to cheer, I'm sure there would be a big difference in their performance. Too bad, the time limit they gave us wasn't even enough to watch half of the first quarter.
The seniors' fuss for not being able to watch the whole game because of that stupid test review that time was so severe that we all agreed to do anything just to watch DS' next game-- DS guy-varsities versus [General] FQD. So by the time it was the varsity-boys' turn for the game we pledged that we would watch the game no matter what happens. It was on a Friday afternoon and we even thought we wouldn't catch the game on time since Mrs. Sarmiento and Miss Cecil wouldn't let go of us until we perfect the whole performance [that Handog song] that will be performed this Thursday in the
Sabayang Pag-awit competition. Paula and I will emcee the event by the way.
Anyway, seemingly out of pure luck, we arrived at the astrodome
on time. In fact, Eka and I were the first ones among the DS seniors to arrive. So much for the whole marathon, baby. Then DS crowd gradually increased until Eka and I had one bonus company...
ARJUNE!
We were screaming cheers and profanities all throughout the game that the next day we had to come to school with only just a crumb of what remained in our voices. But it was all worth it since the game ended
FAIRLY with DS defeating General-FQD
by 18 points! TAMBAK! Whoahhahahaha.
That Solomon 4 guy was a scraggy buff.
Anyway, we also had to come to school last Saturday-- the day before the Wedding Day. MAKE UP CLASSES. Amazingly, I never heard myself complain. I even liked that we had classes on a Saturday. The Batch/PE shirt paired with pants had something big to do with it, hah! Anyway, that was the same day Aunt Sally fetched me in school. I spent the night in Binalonan, and then by morning, we dropped by cousin Kathleen's place to fetch her and off to the City Garden Hotel to meet Tita Shao and Dad…
the couple!The first time we arrived at room ***, seeing Dad was a little...
offbeat. It was as if the feeling I was supposed to feel consumed me that the only thing I felt was a certain hidden barrier between Dad and me, separating whatever's linking us as two individuals. And it was
uncomforting.
Nevertheless, I had to fight away that definite feeling so I went on looking forward to wearing my pink gown and having my hair and make-up done. I wasn't on my best look, but Tita Shao sure was the prettiest woman among the females present in the wedding.

The wedding took place at
Ibarra's Garden, which I must say, is a nice place for conducting significant events. It's near Robinson's Place [the one near UP manila)-- konting liko-liko and you'll see. Haha. Anyway, upon arriving at the wedding venue, I can't help but get awed. I've already attended several weddings and none of which stands out
but this one.
The wedding ceremony didn't consume the whole time since the best part of the wedding was the Reception. As the emcee proclaimed "
It's chow time!", I can't help but get hooked right away with the foodstuff served on the buffet table. I swear, I loved it all, Tita Shao and Dad sure have great tastes when it comes to food! There were also people [mostly business and Judicial people chu chu and all them] who did some talking, yadayadayadayada, the wedding traditions, endless picture takings, the singing, the slide presentations, and all those stuff that were, in all sense, amusing.

I wouldn't come to detail na ha since I wanted the whole event to be a little private.
You know me, when I'm taken away by something.. I tend to share it with myself only and just bits of it to the public. So let's wrap it this way--
The wedding was a celebration of music and of love indeed-- it was so solemn, so romantic, so spectacular that I couldn't help but cry in utmost happiness for my Dad as I saw how happy he was to be having Tita Sharon Millan as his wife, and I'm hoping she'll be Dad’s partner, friend, and wife for the rest of his life, and that baby Gerald Shane Jari Millan Decano would grow up to be a nice guy someday with a wonderful loving family.

And this is an open letter:
Dad, thank you so much. Thank you that you gave me a chance to be part of your wedding. I am so happy for you. Some things will change, I know. I already accepted the fact that you have your own family now. I've no qualms whatsoever since I want you to be happy. I know I’m not old enough to face the real world alone, but I'm old enough to understand things. You know me, Dad. I'm a smart girl. There are things I know we won't be able to do again together, and to be very honest, I'd miss those so much. I will miss you, Dad. I will miss us two together eating pizza at Yellowcab or Greenwhich. I will miss all the fun. But no really, I want you to focus with your Millan-Decano family. I want you to be a great husband and father to your wife and child and soon-to-be children. Show these wonderful people how great you are, greater than what I've been witnessing since the day I was born. You know I'll always be here for you, and I'll always be your ever-loving daughter. I love you so much, Dad... Megs.
And to my Tita Shao:
Welcome to the Family! Finally! I'm so glad that Dad found you. You're beautiful, you're smart, you're sweet, you're amazing and you're my dad's wife and my brother's mother! When I first met you, I knew it was gonna be you. I'm gonna bombard the country with lots of nuclear bombs if Dad didn't choose you. hehehe. Thank you for accepting me tita-- for accepting me as my father's daughter. Thank you for being a second mom. :) I wish you both loads of blessings and strength as well. I know Dad and you have been through a lot and I know mas marami pa kayong pagdadaanan. But you need not to worry coz you have Dad beside you and me, and Shane, and your family. :) Konting panahon na lang makikilakwatsa na rin ako sainyo. hehehe. Love you tita Shao!!!! Stay pretty :)And so much for reminiscing! I'm so overwhelmed!

Life is unpredictable, indeed. You'll never what's gonna happen next until you're there. So take it from me, the best day of all is TODAY and no matter what happens, live it to the fullest. Sure there are downs and boos, it's dominant in our lives, but we add a little sugar and spice to it, things will turn out to be just fine. :)
Amp. ;p
"... adding up the total of a love that's true. Multiply life by the power of two.." 