Why is this so?

It was a lazy afternoon in the gym when it hit me that I'm frustrated over something I realized now I don't really need. The radio was on at that time and we SDs were busy finishing our fan-arts. The radio was playing over-romantic songs fit for a prom event. I would have groaned and asked somebody to change the station if I was in my normal self but, you bet, instead of doing what I was supposed to do, I sulked. I sulked over imagining myself dancing with someone I'm head-over-heels with because I don't have Mr. Someone in reality.

Sure, I've got suitors waiting in line, but that doesn't cut it. None of them has ever really touched my kilig point. I don't see a potential prom date either. Oh boy, what the hell is wrong with me?! Okay, so maybe I just miss having "someone" since it's been two years since I last engaged in a relationship, but dude, I was just saying I don't need a man right?!

I'm not in love with anyone and that's the real problem. Jeezus, I don't even know why I'm saying being not in love is sort of a problem already! If truth be told, I don't want any commitment and a boyfriend for myself right now. I'm probably frustrated in being in love, but having someone to lock my fingers in? I don't think so.

Gusto ko lang siguro talagang kiligin. He-he. =)

I can't wait till Valentine's Day...

Then GRADUATION. Ha-di-ha!

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The Rest Day

You know why I love Sundays so much? It's because I get to eat lovely foods I'm derived from during weekdays! Whenever my grandparents arrive from hearing mass, they make it a point to buy me something that I'd surely love. Gosh. I can't miss a Sunday without donuts and smidgets!

For good-mood Sundays, we have cakes (think Red Ribbon and home made cakes, aha!) and nice meals. In fact, there are Sundays that beat a Noche Buena feast when it comes to food. My grandmother cooks really well and I swear, you would love to ask for more when you taste any of her dishes.

This probably explains why I seem to look fat during Mondays. He-he. I can't blame myself, anyway. The foods are too scrumptious to resist!

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Btw, I want to thank all nudgeheads who appreciated my comeback. I didn't expect you to be all grinning and all that. I'm not doing drama.. I'm just... touched. :) You cupcakes are giving me oomph to continue blabbing bout my unpredictable life, and I'm thankful that you're not getting tired of keeping up with me.

Naksss. =)

Thank you thank you thank you! Smooches. =)