I know.

You know what's frustrating?

It's that I don't have fixed eating habits. One day I'll be gorging out all the food in the fridge and out of hand committing the sin of gluttony then one day I wouldn't eat anything. God damned. Do I have eating disorders?

Come on, I love to eat.


You know what's interesting?

It's the ESPN's Spelling Bee competition on the telly. It's a total bore but I kind of got hooked into it. One reason maybe is that I am learning a lot from it. From Cyanophycean to videlicet to yosenabe to serrafine to name it! I'm insane for deep English words and I don't care that most people don't get those when I use them. Hah! Another reason is that these kids, nerds for some, geniuses for me, never fail to amaze me by the way they, no not spell, but by the way they show their confidence. It's like you just know they could just sweep you off your feet just by their brains.

And I'm dying to be one of them.


You know what's lovely?

It's my guttural voice right now. I love it. Weird. Why? Because my English sounds better this way and my singing sounds... different... and raspy? Eew. Anyway, my voice is finally back-- only that the sound isn't quite normal, [hah!] I want it to stay this way, give me a week, give me twin popsies!


You know what's lovelier?

Our study room-slash-library is gradually becoming the way I want it to be. May classic carpet na and it was bought from Clark pa. You know how I've always been attracted to houses/mansions/rooms/castles that have baroque/classic approaches. It has been a dream of mine to own one, no not a mansion, but a home where there is a touch of old classic European style-- which reminds me of Queen Elizabeth and Princess Diana and of course, the Princess Diaries.

So there you have it. I also love the big tapestry you'll see the moment you enter the room, it's got a big tame lion with a boy sitting, reading a book on its side. The drapery's in full-size and I love it. The curtains are the best and the sitting area reminds me of the movie Casanova.

Kulang na lang fireplace and grandfather's clock. Hehehe. ;p


You know what's headaching?

It's those cartolinas and Elmer's glue and scissors and glitters and bond papers lying on the living room's carpet waiting to get kicked. Damn. I'm soooo tamad to start making those stuff--kelangan na yun bukas. Tsk. And those books I see beside me? Damn, stop staring at me! I promise, I'll finish you all later. LATER. Especially that thick physics book, and that English Drills, and that blue Values Ed book. Err,


You know what's annoying?

It's the whiteheads building near my nose and worse, there is one ON my nose. Shocks! I knew I should have gone to the facials yesterday. If only I wasn't that exhausted, URGH!

Okay, so I'm gonna let this week pass first with all these annoying crap on my face and tangles on my hair and I swear to the good heavens, I'm goin prepping next weekend!


You know what's funny yet extremely CREEPY?

It's Majie's message to me [gm ata] this morning:
"Ui. Napanaginipan ko si Justin. Namatay daw xa. Skt nia cancer. Tapos ansama pa uh, ung bangkay daw niya dito inilagay samin. Ai bwct. Ahaha."

Ha-ha-ha! Gory! Then little did we know that Justin's mom HAS cancer.

Freaky.

[PS. But is it really true that her mom was diagnosed of you-know? Coz if it's true, then it's a total shocker. And we all need to pray for his mom.]


You know what's weird?

It's that I'm gonna go now and stop here coz really, I'll be in serious trouble if I won't be able to finish all these required works.

Don't miss me.

Much care.